la rosa blanca

so i recently discovered AOL Radio,
and im completely in love with it.
they have freaking everything.
its amazing.
right now my station is navidad latina.
and a lot of songs from the album,
Navidad con Bachata,
have been coming up.
i freaking love these songs.
christmas music + spanish + bachata = happy kristina.
its freaking christmas music you can dance to.
im in love with AOL Radio.
its a fact.

Belén, campanas de Belén,
que los ángeles tocan
¿qué nuevas me traéis?

moving on,
i had a dream last night.
i hate dreaming,
mostly because i never have a normal dream.
i always dream about someone.
more specifically,
someone i know.
and ugh.
it bugs man.
everyone that knows me already knows i have the weirdest dreams.

so anyways,
i had another weird dream last night.
first,
my cousin Marc was in it,
and i hardly ever see him.
so idk why he was here.
and we were in his house,
but it didnt look like his house.
not at all.
and i remember looking at a clear tuna can,
and seeing like tiny worm-ish looking things inside the can,
that are apparently normal.
and it was creepy.

and after that lovely dream,
i had another about my ex.
nothing dirty,
i promise.
but i wont go into what it was about.

i dream weird.
i really wish i could stop.
but i cant.
suggestions?



so,
dont ask,
but i started thinking about kissing.
and i was thinking that i hope everyone has either already experienced,
or gets the chance to experience that one kiss.

its the kiss where nothing else matters.
the world around you becomes a blur.
your hands are intertwined with hers.
your heart keeps racing.
but you cant hear it.
you cant hear anything.
all you can feel is her lips brushing against yours.
your lips get completely weak.
you want to move them.
you want to kiss back.
but shes taken everything.
its impossible to kiss back.
youre happy just not to collapse

thats the kiss im talking about.
everyone should have a kiss that makes them weak
in the knees and in the lips.




ok.
enough from me.

peace!

<33

trouble

britney's cd came out today.
yay!
her performances have been lacking.
too much walking.
not enough dancing.
but i cant get enough of the cd.
makes me wanna dance.
i heart it.
buy Circus!

anyways,
being stuck on someone sucks.
esp since girls throw themselves at him,
but you know that he isnt a womanizer.
he's...amazing.
and it kills me.
KILLS.

bgrifeadosml


peace!

Stuff Like That There

the version by kelly clarkson is amazing.
but, then again, im biased.
oh well.
ha.


sooo....
i finished reading Twilight.
the book is pretty dang awesome.
Theres a few things I cant wrap my head around.
one is how damn fast Bella and Edward fall in love.
I can understand Bella's obsession with Edward,
and vice versa.
but love? really?
it seems like puppy love, if anything, to me.
and isnt it a bit too soon for her to know that she wants to be with Edward FOREVER?
i mean, really, things change, people change.
How can she be sure that she wants to be a vampire forever?
i just cant understand that.

and i know what some people are probably thinking.
i am skeptical.
i am jaded.
i am cynical.
everyone already knows that.
so get over it.
im just being realistic.
to me,
love takes time.
its not something that just happens.
idk.
my opinion.
if you dont like,
oh the fuck well!

i also saw Twilight the movie today.
it sucks ass.
one of the worst screen adaptions ever.
if the actor playing Edward Cullen wasnt so completely dreamy and gorgeous,
i dont think it would have been worth it.
hell,
my eyes were closed in the scenes he wasnt in.
and they completely fucked up and changed the scene of Bella and Edward's first kiss.
Not the same.
it was a very poor adaptation.
save your money.
just read the book and let it end there.
trust me.

thats all.

peace!

sliding down the pole.

sexy, right?
haha.
ohh E-40.
how i love you...

there she goes sliding down the pole...

anyways,
rain is possibly the most orgasmic thing there is.
lets face it,
its damn fucking amazing.
it makes days ten times better.
and i know what a lot of people are probably thinking...
i enjoy the rain from inside my apt and stay dry,
i dont have to get wait.
but reality check folks.
i walked home in the pouring rain tonight.
it was the freaking most amazing thing ever.
watching the rain fall to the ground,
seeing puddles form,
hearing the sound of tires rolling through the water,
smelling the fresh scent of rain,
feeling it soak my hair, run down my face, and make my clothes drenched.
its the best thing ever,
if you take the time to appreciate it.
so what if you get wet.
go home, take off your clothes, and shower.
case solved.
enjoy the little things like rain.
realize how dang blessed you are to be alive
and feel the drops of water fall on your bare skin.



oh rain.
i wish i could hug you.
and cuddle with you.
mmhmm...
im a dork and i dont care.
ha!

lets see...
school is a bitch.
as is work.
end of story there.

im just beginning to read twilight.
im about 130 pages into it.
and i am already completely charmed by Edward Cullen.
in my mind,
he is just about the most attractive and charming man on earth.
i love that the book is written from Bella's point of view,
because, as im sure many girls do,
i see everything as she does.
im becoming obsessed with edward,
just as she is.
im intrigued by him,
just as she is.
i want an edward in my life.
bad.
lets face it, who doesnt?
hes dangerous and mysterious.
im hooked.
i want to find someone like him,
but edwards are few and far between.
and on top of that,
why would an edward even pick me to be their bella?
its hopeless.
but thats ok.
because i can continue to live vicariously through bella. =]

i believe thats all for tonight.
im either going to sleep.
or read twilight.
=]



peace!
<33

born for this.

so ive really REALLY lagged on my blogging.
its bad.
so.
i guess ill start with a bunch of cd reviews.

up first,
Circus by Britney Spears.
Its been leaked on the internet for a couple of weeks now.
I am completely in love with this new album.
Its catchy.
Its britney, bitch.
My favorites are "unusual you," "mannequin," and "if you seek amy."
oh and also "out from under."
all in all,
its an incredible album.
there are two songs that couldve been left out.
i kinna wish she had waited to put out blackout
and mixed the best songs from both cds.
that would be a killer album.
however,
considering everything she's been through,
britney has managed to put out an incredible album
with infectious hook and cheeky lyrics.
buy it dec 2nd!



next is taylor swift's fearless.
there isnt much i need to say about taylor.
she has a magnificent talent when it comes to writing songs.
i wish i had that talent.
her lyrics have a vulnerability and sincerity that are hard to get through in a song.
she writes what she feels,
no matter what others, including ex-boyfriends, might think.
she's strong, honest, and only eighteen.
being the sucker for piano that i am,
one of my favorite songs off the album is "youre not sorry."
i also love her duet with colbie calliat, "breathe."



the killers put their new album day and age out.
nothing great to say about it.
nothing to say in general really.
its eh.
nothing special,
at least not to me.
nothing made me want to have them on repeat.
that says it all for me right there.



E-40 is putting out his The Ball Street Journal album.
everyone knows that i have a thing for this man's voice.
while he is in no way physically attractive,
theres just something about his voice.
i wanna fucking have sex to it.
and what the hell,
id have sex to this album.
mmmm...

mmkay. those are all my reviews.
ill write another blog for my random thoughts.

peace!
<33

corazon espinado

once again,
ive been lagging on this blog.
but,
i cant help it,
ive been legitimately busy.
ha.

so anywho.
news...
hm...
i got to see some of the set up for miley's
super sweet 16 at disneyland,
when i went on sunday for gay day.

gay day was pretty eh.
i think i was expecting more homos.
too many families. ha.
it was super super crowded.
not cool.
i get really impatient when theres ppl everywhere.

but on the plus side,
there were cute babies GALORE!
i friggin love kids.
no joke.
i totally just wanted to take one for a couple of hours
and return it later.
lol.
yes,
i love kids THAT much.

anywho.
i usually get what i want.
as proven.
ha!

this made my day:


i want to marry this woman.
she is completely gorgeous.
there arent words to describe her.
seriously.
mmm....

moving on,
i have a problem.
so apparently,
trying to repress something
by focusing on something else
only works so much.
after a certain point,
it all catches up with you
and youre fucked,
as i am now.

i really want some hot cheetoes.

mmkay.

love.

<33

last of days

mmm...
new shows make me very happy.
ha.
new house.
new one tree hill.
new gossip girl.
new greys.
new private practice.
ahh.
to have new shows once again.
its lovely really.
<3

anywho.
so britney says she plans on a world tour next year.
im so excited about this.
no joke.
i havent seen brit on tour since 2000.
thats 8 years yo.
ahhhh.

um.
im not sure i have anything else to say celeb-wise.

but personally,
im a sucker.
i never learn.
and thankfully,
i have very tall and thick walls built up around me,
so that when i dont learn again,
i wont be hurt.
yay for defense mechanisms!
lol.

but yeah.
truth is,
i just cant do what i should.
i cant.
but thankfully,
i keep learning more and more about this person,
and this information has proven to be invaluable.
it helps me to build taller and thicker walls
and be prepared.

so lets have fun, yeah?

bah.
im sleepy.
my eyes hurt.

ohh.
circle k was hella fun!
yay!

love.

<33