its been too hard living...

but im afraid to die,
cuz i dont know whats up there,
beyond the sky.

im really not too sure what ima blog about today.
nothing that i want to write should be read by others,
and ill probably end up doing a private one later.

lets see...
so id really love for gavin degraw to sing me
"change is gonna come"
which is where the above lyrics come from.
he has such an amazing voice
and the way he throws in the trills on that song is amazing.

so, kellys album comes out today.
im really mad that i downloaded it online,
cuz, as much as i freaking LOVE kelly,
i dont have money to be spending on a CD.
ugh.
but i want to support her.
and be able to say i have her entire collection.
fuck.
im torn.
i know ill buy it eventully.
denggg.

ive been listening to some new keri hilson songs.
love love love them. theyre all incredibly catchy.
aside from that,
i have no opinion on whats new.

finals are coming.
ill be done exactly a week from today.
theres so much to do.
im beginning to feel overwhelmed.
riwbgsfdndes.
college.
gah.