dream

i had a dream.
that i could fly from the highest swing.
i had a dream.

such a beautiful song
by priscilla ahn.
it was heard in the season 4 finale of
greys anatomy.

speaking of greys anatomy,
tonights premiere was a huge disappointment.
seriously.
every good part was fake.
"im carrying your child."
not.
"dereks dead."
not.
gees.
the best part of the night was with hahn and torres.
theyre lesbian virgins.
theyve only been with guys.
so cute.
and i find hahn completely hot.
like fuckkkk.
haha.
lets hope itll be better in 2 weeks, yeah?

on a better note,
im looking forward to the premiere of
Brothers&Sisters.
Such an amazing cast.
I hope it doesnt disappoint.

today was my first day of class.
it was nice.
it reminded me oh how beautiful it is here.
the campus, the city, everything.
complete opposite of the ghetto area i grew up in.
ha.



im still super excited for autumn and cold weather.
ima dork up the ass when it comes to the weather changing
and the holidays.
but know what?
im good with that.
ha.

lets see.
what else?
hmm...

oh!
clay aiken came out.
about friggin time!
we all knew from the beginning.
but geesh.
idk why he felt he had to hide it.
but thats his decision.
and hes out now.
=]
congrats!

so im really glad that im not the type of person to live with regrets,
otherwise,
id probably be living with one right...about..NOW!
haha.
but im a firm believer in everything happens for a reason
and you only learn from your mistakes.
i took a risk today,
knowing it wouldnt go in my favor.
and thats fine with me.
cuz at the end of the day,
i did it.
i have it a shot.
i tried.
ha.

ok.
im off.

love.

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