me matas

ok so i have a serious problem no joke.
i think its a disease actually.
cuz although i say im start studying everyday,
i never do.
wtf?
gahhhh
its like i wanna fail or something.
wtf?
im not invincible but yet im treating finals week as if i am.
bahhh.

anyways.
work in less than 2 hours.
gayyyy.

soo....
lately ive been pursuing a girl.
but its different
cuz im pretty sure shes straight,
which i hate.
i hate liking a straight girl.
its like you seriously have no chance in hell.
why cant everyone just be bi?
boooo.

oh and today at lunch i saw a girl ive been talking to online.
let me just say that that was awkward.
seriously.
i averted my eyes so fast and got out of there like i was flash.
so awkward.
and im pretty sure she realized it was me.
how horrible.


kay im off.
im determined to read a lil.