enough cryin'

i havent been able to get this song out of my mind all day.
catchy as heck.

"cuz the sex was good.
you had my mind.
and i let you come back everytime."



alot of ppl should try going by this song.
seriously.
mary j blige.
download!



"ive done enough cryin.
ima do something for me."



moving on,
so i know im probably like one of the last lesbians
to find out that kim from ANTM
is a mtv news reporter and has her on show on mtvU.
i friggin love kim.
shes so damn attractive.
ah.
lesbians. =]



moving on,
i dont believe i have too much to report on the celeb front,
nothing much has stuck out to me.
kanye got arrested.
hes such a dumb ass.
youre famous.
it was your choice.
deal with the paparazzi.
gees.

on a totally non celeb front,
the weather is finally changing,
and i could not be happier.
=]
i love when the leaves change colors,
the sky darkens,
the air chills.
i feel like its such a magical time.
and im so glad im going to get to see it happen once again
in beautiful irvine.
im a dork,
im aware.
but im also damn proud!

anywho,
i was so going to rant on something,
but i cant remember.
ha.
hmm...
lets think...
oh i remember!
i was going to rant about competition.
that was it.

so lets get started.
there is no use competing for someone's affections
if they are interested in someone else,
esp if they are in love with someone else.
it really doesnt matter just how wonderful you are,
theyll never get the chance to see that
cuz theyll be too busy idolizing whomever theyre in love with.
its a lose-lose situation thats promised to end with your feelings hurt.
no matter how badly the person theyre in love with may be
or how poorly they treat them,
the person you want is going to find whatever positives they may have
and glorify them.
"love" blinds people from seeing the truth.
[yes, i am cynical enough to put love in quotations]
love is crap.
and fake.
if you havent learned that yet,
you will.
thats a promise.
;]

peace!